Posts tagged “scope

Ashton’s Scope Is Over!

Well I am happy to report that all is well! A went into the OR at 1:15pm and we were taken into recovery at about 3pm to see him. He wasn’t do so well then but at 5pm he came back up to his floor and is doing VERY well. I am soooo proud of him! He is on .5 of oxygen satting 95+.

So the news from the bronch. No abnormalities of the airway. No floppiness. So no real answers. There was some redness/irritation in his airway which they believe would be from reflux. The sample from the wash of his lungs is being sent out and we will have results from that in a few days.

Adenoids are still in. He didn’t think that it was necessary to remove them.

All in all I don’t know how I feel. I guess it is just hard like this because we still have no real idea of what is going on. But it is wonderful that there is nothing going on with his airway.

Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers. Now we need more as we embark on the next part of our journey…

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Big Day Tomorrow!

Well the big day is tomorrow for A’s scope and possible adenoid removal! I am kind of glad it is tomorrow and not Wednesday as Wednesday is the 23rd and I am a bit supersticious about that day. January 23 2005 I found out I was pregnant, 2006 on that day he came home from NICU and in 2007 he was admitted to hospital. Hopefully nothing happens this year on that day!

Funny how I feel. I have been begging for a scope now for a year and now that it comes down to it I am scared out of my mind. As I type this my stomach is turning and I just pray that all goes well. Please say a little prayer for A that he will do well and not have any issues. Thanks so much!


Getting Nervous

Well not much to report on here. Just hanging out waiting for everything to fall into place. Weekends don’t include much happening around here.

The only thing new is that for some reason when A goes to sleep now he is satting 70s and needs oxygen. Even at his nap yesterday. It seems very odd and I am not sure what is going on but it is something new for him. I will hopefully be able to talk to the doctor today and see what she thinks about him doing this. Just adds another piece to his big puzzle of his life! The nurse today said that she has never seen a child drop so low and stay there and then other times drop so slow and recover so quick.

I am a bit of a nervous wreck about his scope coming up and his possible removal of his adenoids. My stomach is just turning.

Lastly I want to say thank you to Melissa for coming down to visit A and I the other night. It was great to meet you in person and it means a lot to me that you came to show your support! (We met on the Internet.) And thanks for the big cozy Backyardigans blanket!!!! I used it to nap yesterday. LOL


A Plan In Place…

So the team meeting is done with. I have to say that I think that I did very well considering the range of emotion that I was feeling. It is always so hard to go into these types of meetings strong and confidant and then feeling like you are going to start bawling as soon as you start to talk. It was a little intimidating having so many different types of doctors in there all listening to what I had to say and asking questions.

So here is the plan. Every single doctor involved agrees that we need to treat the reflux. The first step is having a scope done of his airway and lungs. They are also going to do a wash of his lungs and send off a sample to see if this might help them at all. The scope is going to be done in the OR under a general. I am happy because A has had too many scopes for my liking awake and it is not nice at all. However the ENT is not comfortable doing it while awake anyhow because of the spells that A has. The general worries me a bit though because he always does so poorly when any type of sedation is used. This all being said, his ENT said that he would like to see A in the ICU afterwards as an extra precaution.

It also came up that he would like to remove A’s adenoids. This scares me even more because it is a surgery and added to what is already going to be happening I don’t know what to think. However his ENT and I agreed that if he felt once getting in there and seeing for sure the size of them that it wouldn’t really make a difference then he would leave them. If he felt that they could be contributing to his issues then he will remove them. Hard to stay positive when the ENT is the one saying how he is worried how A will do.

After the scope comes one of my biggest fears. Fundo. I am starting to feel more comfortable with it however knowing that I have tried everything else and knowing that it really isn’t an option anymore. It is life or death.

After recovering from the fundo will come the sleep study. NOW, we are hoping that the fundo will help MANY of his desat spells. We are hoping that his BIG spells are caused by reflux. Of course none of this we know for sure. Which makes it hard but again, nothing left to do. I was not able to speak with GI as she was called to surgery but I was shown the ph probe results that he had and it did not look good at all. I am still waiting on numbers of how many times and so forth. It is just so hard to believe how much he is refluxing but yet he is the happiest kid in the world. The docs agreed that it does make it harder for them as well because they aren’t seeing a “sick” acting child. Instead he smiles and coos at them!

Now the scary part. Every doctor agrees that they do not think that the reflux is his only issue. So the sleep study will show what is going on at night (if it isn’t just reflux). I asked about this because he does drop a lot during the night but he is worse during the day. During the night he drops to the 40s, 50s and 60s but it is odd because I can tell by his breathing that he is going to do it. During the day he changes colour MANY times and we think it is different then what happens at night. Central apnea versus obstructive apnea.

Of course this is when the trach came up again with the vent. But we are going to wait to go down that road. I need everyone to please pray that A will not have to be trached!!! I get very emotional just thinking of it and it just plain sucks.

The main doctor that I have been dealing with this week came in after to see how we were. Sad. Scared. Numb. She is in her last year of residency and I have been very pleased with her. She told us tonight that she knows how hard it is for us to make such crappy decisions, but that A was not going home until they figured him out. WOW. Finally. Last week the doctor wanted to send us home because he was stable. She said her team thinks he is far from stable and they are afraid that if we brought A home now that he would die. Blunt. To the point. But REAL.

So all in all it looks like we are in for a long stay. It has already been a week and man oh man does it ever suck! I came home tonight to get a good sleep and put up some pictures of my little man as I am sure that everyone misses seeing his face! The nurse that is on tonight is absolutely wonderful! I asked her if she used to be a NICU nurse because she just has that about her and she said no she just likes kids. I told her that I have met many a nurses that work with kids but don’t seem like she does. Well long story short, her younger brother has severe cerebral palsy. It is very obvious that she has dealt with a lot as she is compassionate, loving, supportive and caring.

I have to say that although I was frustrated in the beginning with this hospital and these docs, they have really stepped it up. I just hope that whatever lies ahead and whatever decisions are made that I will feel good. I hope that everything works out well and A stays strong and keeps fighting.

Now for some pictures!!!

So here we were on the beginning of our supposed to be 1 day stay…

After getting the probe put in. Not a happy boy at all.

 So much for the sleep study…
After getting probe out on Thursday…

Daddy & A…

Just hanging out…

 Tummy time with grandma…

Aunt K reading to A…

Holding his snakes…

 Standing like a big boy…




So cute!


I also want to say thank you to Shannon (Olivia & Avery’s mom) for coming to visit last night. It was SO nice to have you come down!!! You are an absolutely awesome person and I am lucky to have met you. By the way, the lasagna was GREAT!


Need Prayers

Well I am pretty emotional right now. A new team of docs started this morning and so far have been very good with me. I showed them the video and the one doctor looked pretty emotional. They talked to the lung docs here and they are not wanting to do the sleep study at all until A’s GI issues are figured out. Not surprising, and makes sense.

The ph probe showed severe reflux which I already assumed but he was also off meds at the time. GI from here will be coming to see me tomorrow to discuss adding another medication to his prevacid. Fundo has also come up. I have been against a fundo for so long but it looks like I might have to give in to my fears. We will see.

They are also going to do the initial bloodwork to look into some sort of metabolic disease. The whole workup for these are very expensive but if the two things they are going to look for are off slightly they will do the full.

His CO2 was also pretty high in yesterdays bloodwork which is concerning to them. They are going to repeat it in the morning when he gets up to see what it says then and compare it. Just one more thing that leads them to believe that it is central apnea.

NOW, the docs think that A has central apnea as well as obstuctive. They are calling ENT to come and do a scope. I am very scared about this because I have a feeling it will put him into one of his big spells. When we saw ENT on Wednesday he didn’t want to go all the way down in fear of this. When I brought this up to the docs they said that they have everything here on the floor needed to deal with it if he does. I don’t think I am going to be able to stay in the room when this is done. I have been dealing with such guilt feelings on things that A is having done and I think this will just be too much for me. I just pray that IF he does have a spell that he will be okay.

Next, if he does have central apnea then the doc said that we are looking at HUGE things happening ahead. I asked what and she told me that she didn’t think that I would want to know at this point. I said yes. Well that is when the trach came up again with ventilation. I am beyond heartbroken. I know that I can’t jump ahead but it is so scary to imagine A being on a vent. Nevermind the fact that I feel like I will be putting him through it. The life he lives now will just not be the same. I haven’t stopped crying since this came up.

So that is about it for now. Please pray for my little man. I am just so scared right now for him. I think I am also afraid for myself because I can’t imagine losing him. And I know that with these spells there is a possiblity of this happening.


Hopefully On The Mend???

Well today has been a much better day around here. I have still been sleeping out on the couch with A at night but think that tonight he may be okay to go back into his bed and me into mine! He is still very congested sounding and I have him on a half litre of oxygen, sometimes bumping it up to 1litre.

Okay, I have to say thank you to all of the moms that have watched my video and given me their opinions. I have to say that it really varies from person to person! I have four moms saying that it looks like a seizure, I had two say it looked reflux related and a few others that said no to a seizure.

Here is why I do NOT think they are seizures. He spent 227 in the NICU before coming home on oxygen, g tube feeds and an apnea monitor on Jan23’06. The day after coming home he had one of these “spells”. (He had probably five in the NICU) Within the next four days he had a total of 7. He was readmitted and ended up in the PICU on a vent. He continued with these spells even on the vent. At one point they even called a code blue because he was going so low in oxygen sats and heart rate.

***These spells that occur, he drops his sats to the 20s along with his heart rate. He goes completely off colour, there is no chest movement and he goes stiff. There is no way to get air into him…when they would bag him it would just pop off.***

They diagnosed him with ALTES-apparent life threatening events due to reflux. They then changed his g tube to a gj tube. On Feb23’06 he came home again. He went all the way until July’06 and had two spells in one day. We just happened to be doing an oxygen trend and his sats were 23 and heart rate of 42. Took him to emergency but they didn’t do anything.

He went all the way until April 4’07 when he had another one. Then June 13th’07 another one. This one was at a hospital that has a wonderful reputation. Once again, nothing was done. Now this past Wednesday he had another one. This one was just over three minutes long. I called 911 he was taken in and the doc is saying seizures. I have a VERY hard time with this b/c my gut says it isn’t a seizure. I mean I have had about ten doctors see him do these spells and when I would say “seizure” they said NO.

SO, I guess my questions are these. If it IS seizure then why have SO many doctors said no? If it is seizures then why did the spells stop after the gj placement for so long? If it is seizures how come nothing has shown on the two eegs that he has had? If it is seizures then why does his oxygen go so low? I have heard that it is not common to go off colour with seizures, let alone down to the 20s. I also had one mom tell me that her son was blue but was still satting in the 90s.

My gut tells me that it is something to do with his reflux and/or airway. His last bronchoscopy was in February of 2006. I have been asking and asking for another but never got anywhere. This was until last month when I met a new doctor. He told me that he would be arranging a bronch, a sleep study and a feeding study. Well it has been six weeks and I haven’t heard a thing.

We will also be seeing a new neurologist in the beginning of December so maybe they will have some thoughts about what could be happening. Two neurologists that I have seen have both said no to seizures as well. I am just so frustrated with all of this and I wonder WHY doctors are so nonchalant about what is happening…

Now to leave with some new great pictures…







If ANYONE has any ideas on what could be happening PLEASE send me a message. At this point I am willing to look at everything!!!!!! And also, is a bronch enough to tell if it IS airway related or is there something else I should be asking for as well? I might as well try and get all the things done at once….


Long Day At Toronto Sick Kids

First some pictures of yesterday when A was playing with Dawn…




So today was the big day where A FINALLY got to see a lung specialist! I still cannot believe that he has never had to see one considering that he came home on oxygen and has had so much trouble with his breathing and blue spells.

Waiting for the doctor sitting in a gold seat from Maple Leaf Gardens!

Anyhow the doctor was very great. He had read over A’s file so he knew some of his history to speak with me. One of his biggest concerns is the ALTES that A has had in the past. Again, FINALLY someone that cares about my little man not breathing besides me!

After listening to A and speaking to me for a good while, asking questions and talking things over he has decided on a few things. He does not believe that A has allergies or asthma. This is a very good thing. He also believes that a lot of A’s issues stem from his upper airway and the fact that it doesn’t have muscle to help control swallowing and maintaining an open airway. This would explain his blue spells that he has and the big events as well. When you add reflux to the issue it can make things worse which is obviously what is happening.

When talking about A’s sleeping it is obvious that he may have some issues with sleep apnea. He is going to be ordering a sleep study so that we can see what exactly is going on and whether or not it is obstructive. He warned me that A is at risk for this either now or later because of his past history so it wouldn’t surprise me if that is what is happening now. I am actually kind of excited about the sleep study because I am sure that it can show US what is happening at night.

Second A will be having a feeding study. He wants to know if A is aspirating into his lungs which can cause a ton more lung problems for him. I was supposed to have a feeding study done at Sick Kids before this appointment but they decided to call me last week and tell me that I could go to Mac for that and they were not going to do one. He told me that he will put in the request again.

Third, A will be having a bronchoscopy. The last time that he had one of these was in February of 2006 while in PICU. However this being said it was done by an ENT that has totally messed up with A’s files. I found out today that the report he did after the surgery in December of 2005 while in NICU that he in fact says he never did a laser surgery. WHAT?! I remember EVERYTHING about that day and the week after. It was December 16th 2005 and he came out on a vent. His airway and tongue were SO swollen that he ended up on the vent much longer than anticipated. Anyways I am just blown away that a surgeon doesn’t know what he did or if he did it. Obviously the ENT that we will be seeing is NOT this guy and hopefully the one that did A’s cochlear implant surgery! It would be great to have him as well because he saw what A does while in surgery and in recovery. He told me on June 11th of this year right after surgery that he was worried and he would get to the bottom of it. NOTHING was done. Ashton even had one of his ALTES in the hospital yet nothing was done. Oh sorry, they suctioned him.

Now to the scary part. I will be speaking to a surgeon after all tests are completed about a possible tracheostomy. Hmmm I’ll tell you I could feel the tears well up in my eyes. I can’t imagine WHY my little man has to go through one thing after the other. A trach was actually brought up in the PICU back in February of 2006 but because the spells stopped after the gj they decided against it. I had blocked it from my mind and never looked back.

Well gj tube is still in 20 months later and yet A has still had ALTES. Yes they are WAY less frequent but the happenings are scary enough. It is like the doctor said, we are very lucky that A has recovered on his own each and every time that he has had one, but what if he didn’t?

I think he liked this doctor too!

After that appointment we did some of the usual shopping at the hospital and grabbed something to eat. At 1pm we met with his audiologist for some fine tuning on his implant. He did wonderful in the sound booth turning to sounds at even 20db!!! Everyday I am more amazed with this implant and what it has done for him!


Back at home wearing his new shirt that grandma bought him. My little future NHL star!


One day at a time….